I can still remember how I silently cried in pain last year. It was one of the saddest birthday month ever as I can’t eat, birthday travel cancelled the last minute, can’t work even with a little stress and basically can’t open my mouth to smile. Oh well what can stress and depression do to you. But those were all part of the past and I can say that I’m thankful I was in that hell for it gave me so much in return after.
Been serious for the past years of my life but everything turned around as I turn another year. I learned to appreciate the little things around me. Keep on doing what’s close to my heart and didn’t care much of what people say. Crazy as it may seem but my blogging, Kdrama addiction, fangirling adventures, pogi Pinoy and Korean celebrities indulgence and barista moments kept my sanity and made me happy. Shallow and so childish for someone past her teenage years but i know I’m doing well. There’s something deep within all of them.
I’m taking things slow but at the same time seizing every opportunities given to me now. Not anymore that afraid, except maybe for adventurous sports and the likes. I learned that putting all of your energy on something so badly wanted can harm you. Put your heart into it but remember if its meant it will happen, if not learn to accept and procced to option 2. And most of all everything in life is a blessing, some are in disguises most of the time but everything happens for a reason guys. What your heart desires will come at the right time, and it comes always in a grand manner. I learned that late but happy its not too late and so now I’m so looking forward for another year of wisdom and true happiness!
Borrowing from my favorite Koreanovelas, Aja Aja, Fighting Reg! Cheers to more blogging, fangirling, new outlook at work and hopefully love soon. 🙂